I's coming... slowly... but too fast...
I've been lying myself too many time not to face with the truth...
I'm too weak, rather coward, a little stupid...
I've tried but not hard, not all my best...
I believe in future, but forget it's my task to make my dream come true
Only 2 days left...
Maybe people will laugh at me cuz I'm making a fuss, worrying too much about such things... not any matter...
Actually it's the hardest exam so far in my life...
I'm losing my nerve... I feel stupid... pity for time... mad for learing... annoyed at myself without any self-confidence...
Maybe I'm scared...
I don't accept unfairness to kill my dream...
but what can I do...
life is unfair always...
ok... I try