Ngày thứ 22 & 23... Thậm chí ko viết nổi riêng cho ngày hôm qua... Bệnh lười cố hữu hay bằng chứng cho một weekend quá overwhelmed? Maybe both... Now that I'm left on my own, reflecting upon myself, things get clearer before my exhausted eyes... I've not been myself for two days, completely carried away by the intoxicating desire to avenge on what has been torturing me for ages... I feel sorry, not for myself but for the one who has unknowingly been both the accomplice to and the victim of my revenge... I'm sorry, I've lied to you, well, not really, coz I didn't tell you nothing... Still, the way I acted, I know it was misleading, and what it was supposed to mean was by and large a big fat lie... Just wanna let you know that I didn't mean to take this on you or anything... I know it'd be hurtful to you once I'm left with no other option than to reveal the truth... But, you need to know you just happened to be in the vicinity, and therefore, my victim. Had it not been you but someone, anyone else, I'd still have launched out that merciless deception anyway... It's not about you, it's about me and my own pain and vengeance... Only wish that it had not been you, but him, the one who deserves it... From the bottom of my heart: I'm sorry...