Dear my very bosom friend of all,
How I am letting myself in tremble now to drop you some lines here. Don’t take this letter of mine by surprise just as I’d love to do. You seem to show a great care to me and my fatal events of lucks and sorrows. Now is my timely turn to speak out loud to you my hidden thoughts about you, about us, about our sweet and long lasting companionship.
My beloved phyvi !
I wonder how hard you’ve been exerting yourself with your study ahead and if you can manage your valuable time to deem of our old sweet memories at childage---yes, we can call that now---in retrospect and if I have profoundly beheld right the very lovely person in you, my dear. You firstly revealed to my naked eye a childish and blissful creature who owns smiling eyes and mouth which disclose nothing but a completely innocent and shining soul inside. You said you looked up to my perseverance. Yet I myself find in you, my friend, a potential power that helps you out-catch and over-come challanges with ease in which I , whom you expect, often lose concentration and ‘calmly’ set forth without a well preparation. And you bring out surprise while the others appear to show no considerative attention to you. Thus I deeply expect you and your seem-to-strange ability. To be candid, I move from surprise to doubt now and then about your power which rapidly pulls you out of stress and worry to make such unexpected breakthroughs to reach success. As I admire whatever ability that I cannot give an exact explanation, hence I do you so. Those are my exceedingly truest words dripping from my sincere heart that should have been written down here long ago. Until now that impression still lingers on my mind.
And a sincere love follows that admiration. I used to feel a little bit inconvenient when forced to tell my emotion to the others but I am frankly blithe to cry out these thoughts of mine to you. My phyvi, do you know how important you are to me? Certainly you are a good friend of mine, a best one in truth, a fellow who urges me whenever I find myself lost in the mild forest of trouble and uncertainty, a sole crony who is willing to spend your time listening and sharing with me stupid stories of our own. More certainly you are unforgettable part of my shallow soul. Whensoever I am depressed your image with a bright smile and indefatigable willing and desire towards future heatens my heart and brings me hope to set forth on my bare foot towards challenges. Let me say my hearty thank to you, my friend. Please always be by my side and be your very person who I love to see. I always wish to give all my heart to you whenever you need me if my figure won’t someday reveal to your eyes a useless and fool creature.
I am praying my all for your success towards the coming national examination. I put all my strong belief in you. I can see in you a light of happiness, believe me. Now I have to sock myself up for my silly studying at school. At this very moment, to be frank, I am thinking of you and wish to share with you something floating in my stupid head, yet I should not disturb you with those silly reasons any longer. I miss you now, however, I might as well get used to this kind of emotion as I know no one has spare time to spend uselessly like I’m doing. I’m feeling lonesome and unsure about life around and don’t know if someone can help me defeat “that person” in me. T_T
Study your best and remind me to study, too. This is very important to me as I am easy to lose my concentration and enjoyment in my work, hic.
Now I have to stop being crazy.
Always be your friend.
With love,
Cap
