Suddenly found myself nowhere at all... Suddenly found out what I have is not really mine, never have been mine... Feeling hallowed and empty as if I'm clinging onto nothingness, as if all my powers were gone... What really belongs to me and what not, heaven knows... What if tomorrow I would just walk away with only ashes in my hands? What if tomorrow I would wake up and realize everything has been anything but reality? What if another Valentine's would just pass with my crouching in bed with a pillow soaked in tears... What if...