It's well on in the nite.Listening to some songs I used to listen.They remind me of those days,not long ago...I used to be dreaming...creating a fairy tale by my imagination..my fallacy.Fear and courage,yesterday and tomorrow,happiness and bitterness.Where's salvation?Who could tell how tomorrow would be...or whether it would come?Fail to reveal the real me...The way I wanna be.I have the vague feelings dat things would end up the same.Will sb come and lift me up,bring me out of darkness and fear,give me the power the overcome the weakness dat occupies my heart and my soul?If I could be given a choice,if I had known from scratch how things would turn out to be....it would have been different.Do miracles ever exist?Some people walk into our lives,then walk away and never turn back...It's still a long way ahead.But I don't know wat way to go...just turning around without any awareness of whether Iam headed in the rite direction...