Then I wait for you again. Your silence fears me all. You don't know such an appearance of yours via the Net may enlighten my world so much. Moreover, your smile brings me warmth. Feeling that I am losing you, I have attempted to keep you. Yet the silence reveals a brutal truth: you're so faraway ...
I prayed God for an escape. You stood by me, holding my hand and told me why I had to go. Since I had your concern, I realised another me. Then you left me an empty hole in my heart. Suddenly I found hurt.
Breaking down is not easy to stand although sometimes it's good. I have expected something better from you but I don't know you are in such a hard situation. I finally found a good way for both of us: departure. So I walk into a boat, sailing it to the faraway sea, where veiling fog and hidden secrets are floating around. I try to let a distance between us. In fact, a distance ... there is.
But I ain't never abandon anything. Things are still remained, still the same. I stay the same.
That perhaps is the end ...