Đoàn Trang
(Ms_Independent)
Điều hành viên
Jesus, the hell with all of this! Finally I could feel connected to myself. But gosh, sometimes I just hate myself so so so much! Damn it! Why I am the way I am! Why I have to f*** things up all the time! Why cant just look forward and move on with my damn life! Why cant just be strong and stop dragging the past into the present! Why cant just be grateful for life and everything! Why cant just stop being so damn desperate, needy, lonely here! F***, I HATE myself when I am like this! Just lay there and whine and whine and whine! I am f****** sick n tired of this whole thing! Tired of always dont even know what the hell I really feel, think, want, need! What the hell is wrong with me???
Gosh, I am not gonna ever ever ever get to anywhere if I keep being this way! But f***, I dont know what I gotta do to be able to get outta this shit!
Ok, I feel a little better now...
Sorry guys, my life rite now totally sucks, so...No, actually its pretty good. Its just that me being so damn ungrateful for everything that have happened so far. Yup, gratitude is discipline, and a gift also, it seems like I dont wanna take it right now. Gosh, I wish I had a best friend! I'd give away everything if I just could have a best friend besides myself...I love myself!
May, 10th, 2004
WA, US
Gosh, I am not gonna ever ever ever get to anywhere if I keep being this way! But f***, I dont know what I gotta do to be able to get outta this shit!
Ok, I feel a little better now...
Sorry guys, my life rite now totally sucks, so...No, actually its pretty good. Its just that me being so damn ungrateful for everything that have happened so far. Yup, gratitude is discipline, and a gift also, it seems like I dont wanna take it right now. Gosh, I wish I had a best friend! I'd give away everything if I just could have a best friend besides myself...I love myself!
May, 10th, 2004
WA, US