What the fu.ck am I suppose to feel now? Is that you or the booze that is filling me with emptiness. Silly, what have I turned into? Stupid me. I will never ever use booze to eas the pain, that's damned pathetic and anti-drinking style

) Tsk... as cocky as I am, I would never use that an excuse to spit on what I worship. But dammit, why is it having effects on me?
Reading everybody's diaries I thought ... that's pretty lame. Tsk... wasting time over puny things such as boyfriends and schooling... Tch... Who am I fooling? Trying to sound tough and so special, on the other hand behaving like a complete looser-like wanker. Beeping stupid. Hypocritical, I used to hate this language I am using sooo much. *snort* what has happen to that snobby good for nothign piece of beep, me? huh?
You are not carrying that stupid grin any more. You are not ignoring everybody anymore, thinking you are fuckin' better and you are the only one worthy in this world? Tsk... stupid me... Snobby me... ignorant me...
It was my fault, I hate being accused, and I hate admitting my faults, which happen all tonight.
Damn, what am I writing, this whole piece of shi.t with a buch of grammatical errors. Tsk.. who am I fooling, trying to sound pathetic

) There's not V, no DA, no LH, no MN, no DL... noone to throw at you some sypathetic looks, some fake loving.
Am I too greedy?