Nguyễn Minh Nguyệt
(FANTASY215)
New Member
I know... crying is my expertise...I know it well...
But one thing people don't know...
I only cry when I'm in rage....
This time... in all those years... it's the first time I cried out of sorrow....
And why? Because you were always there to shalter me from sorrow...
Because you were there to tell me not to cry...
you were there to give me an embrace...
For the first time... I cried out of sorrow again...
Because... you left me already...
Where'd You Go by Fort Minor
(Chorus)
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
(Intro)
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
(Verse 1)
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit
and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say,
so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
(Chorus)
(Verse 1)
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine
I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home[x5]
It's always been like that...
No matter who you are with, no matter who you flirt with... you'd always find your way home to me...
No matter who I am with, no matter who I flirt with... you'd only wear that painful look and tell me, why'd I do that?
No matter how many times I left you, I wronged you, you'd say you'll never leave me...
But this time... you're really gone, you're really gone...
I stared at myself in the mirror, askign myself why did I do that? And tears just keep rolling down my cheek...
The whole night, I lay there staring at the ceiling... crying out love... crying out pain... crying out rage...
Until whatever was made up of me... turns to a piece of hollowness...
I woke up, live my life... sit back at the computer, crack some jokes with my friends... telling them I'm okay...
Yeah I'm okay, the girl you liked... has always been strong.
I won't cry anymore... that ngiht has draught all my tears I have...
For once... I just want to tell you ^^ you were the one that taught me "precious" "embrace" and "love".
Now you're gone...
No... I'm gone...
I chose to walk out of that picture.
I can't stand seeing you happy.
I can't stand the fact that someone else is making you happy.
In my mind I shouted "That place is MINE! GIVE IT BACK!" when I smiled sweetly and said... I'm happy for you... it pains me to hear you say "I wanted you to be the first to know..."
Why?
Why can you be so happy?
I won't talk anymore ^^ since that's gonna make little Nikki cry... and nobody wants Nikki to cry because Nikki is a b!tch when she cries... *laugh*
Yong bie wo de zui ai de ren... zhu ni xin fu? Wo neng shuo, ke shi... zhu ni xin fu de hoa wo yong yuan bu neng zhen xin de shuo...
Sorry... I really can't.
So I cut you out of my life... throwing away 3 years of our lives...
But live goes on... you went on...
I'd rather scream, and cry and... and... do whatever it takes to lessen this feeling... at least I could have blamed you, Why didn't you wait for me??? I asked you to wait for me?! It's only one year... One yea!? HOw could you do that to me?!
I could have cursed you along with 3 billion men on earth... I could have said "I don't believe in men anymore".
But... too bad... I love you too much for that ^^
I pulled out a fit.
Well, a b!tch fit and shooed you away.
I told you I'd never want to see you again in my whole life, and if you ever show up, I am seriously gonna hurt myself.
I know... b!tchy of me..
Sorry... I love you too much, to let you see how it affects me.
Because being a guy you are... it will disturb you to think that you hurt me ^^
Sorry I can't swallow my ego... sorry I just can't accept the fact that once, I was your priority, once you called me every night just to hear my breathing and flipping pages.... just to draw...
Sorry I can't forget the fact that you drew that just for me... that you were looking at the moon whenever you think of me...
I don't know...
I wish I'd be able to tear the painting off my wall, I wish I won't be looking at it, smelling the scent of oil paint of it before I drift in slumber...
But I'm a coward.
I chose to erase you out of my life.
--------------------------------
As if yesterday never happened, as if younever told me "I think i love her" as if...
Nah, no need for stupid talk...
I went on with my life... as if nothing happened... as if on that rainny day, I never blurted out the "oh" and you never said "What oh?" "Your bag is... just like mine." *smirk* "Really? I didn't know you like me that much" "*beep* you you motherbeeping jerk!" that's how we started it off...
I called someone...
Someone said they liked me...
I call my friend...
Someone told me I should give it a try...
Live goes on...
Right?
Or am I the only one that's stuck?
Never thought I will cry out pain...
The first time in my life...
It feels alien...
It feels like those salty drops were not my own tears...
It feels that the hotness on my cheeks were someone else' s tears...
I've not cried out pain like this....
Since that day... when you said there are ppl out there that needs you more...
I just realize...
Since when did I start to love you?
Wish you happiness... is all I can say...
-----------------
Funny... it's suppose to be 8 at night back there... what are you doing, going online this time?
Why, why this moment when I'm writing this crap out you buzzed me asking if I'm feeling okay...
I am okay... I will always be... *sigh*
Well, then... goodbye... ^-^v and have a good life... I can't take care of your emotional break downs anymore please take care of yourself.
Nguyệt,
But one thing people don't know...
I only cry when I'm in rage....
This time... in all those years... it's the first time I cried out of sorrow....
And why? Because you were always there to shalter me from sorrow...
Because you were there to tell me not to cry...
you were there to give me an embrace...
For the first time... I cried out of sorrow again...
Because... you left me already...
Where'd You Go by Fort Minor
(Chorus)
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
(Intro)
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever
that you've been gone
(Verse 1)
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit
and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say,
so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
(Chorus)
(Verse 1)
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine
I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home[x5]
It's always been like that...
No matter who you are with, no matter who you flirt with... you'd always find your way home to me...
No matter who I am with, no matter who I flirt with... you'd only wear that painful look and tell me, why'd I do that?
No matter how many times I left you, I wronged you, you'd say you'll never leave me...
But this time... you're really gone, you're really gone...
I stared at myself in the mirror, askign myself why did I do that? And tears just keep rolling down my cheek...
The whole night, I lay there staring at the ceiling... crying out love... crying out pain... crying out rage...
Until whatever was made up of me... turns to a piece of hollowness...
I woke up, live my life... sit back at the computer, crack some jokes with my friends... telling them I'm okay...
Yeah I'm okay, the girl you liked... has always been strong.
I won't cry anymore... that ngiht has draught all my tears I have...
For once... I just want to tell you ^^ you were the one that taught me "precious" "embrace" and "love".
Now you're gone...
No... I'm gone...
I chose to walk out of that picture.
I can't stand seeing you happy.
I can't stand the fact that someone else is making you happy.
In my mind I shouted "That place is MINE! GIVE IT BACK!" when I smiled sweetly and said... I'm happy for you... it pains me to hear you say "I wanted you to be the first to know..."
Why?
Why can you be so happy?
I won't talk anymore ^^ since that's gonna make little Nikki cry... and nobody wants Nikki to cry because Nikki is a b!tch when she cries... *laugh*
Yong bie wo de zui ai de ren... zhu ni xin fu? Wo neng shuo, ke shi... zhu ni xin fu de hoa wo yong yuan bu neng zhen xin de shuo...
Sorry... I really can't.
So I cut you out of my life... throwing away 3 years of our lives...
But live goes on... you went on...
I'd rather scream, and cry and... and... do whatever it takes to lessen this feeling... at least I could have blamed you, Why didn't you wait for me??? I asked you to wait for me?! It's only one year... One yea!? HOw could you do that to me?!
I could have cursed you along with 3 billion men on earth... I could have said "I don't believe in men anymore".
But... too bad... I love you too much for that ^^
I pulled out a fit.
Well, a b!tch fit and shooed you away.
I told you I'd never want to see you again in my whole life, and if you ever show up, I am seriously gonna hurt myself.
I know... b!tchy of me..
Sorry... I love you too much, to let you see how it affects me.
Because being a guy you are... it will disturb you to think that you hurt me ^^
Sorry I can't swallow my ego... sorry I just can't accept the fact that once, I was your priority, once you called me every night just to hear my breathing and flipping pages.... just to draw...
Sorry I can't forget the fact that you drew that just for me... that you were looking at the moon whenever you think of me...
I don't know...
I wish I'd be able to tear the painting off my wall, I wish I won't be looking at it, smelling the scent of oil paint of it before I drift in slumber...
But I'm a coward.
I chose to erase you out of my life.
--------------------------------
As if yesterday never happened, as if younever told me "I think i love her" as if...
Nah, no need for stupid talk...
I went on with my life... as if nothing happened... as if on that rainny day, I never blurted out the "oh" and you never said "What oh?" "Your bag is... just like mine." *smirk* "Really? I didn't know you like me that much" "*beep* you you motherbeeping jerk!" that's how we started it off...
I called someone...
Someone said they liked me...
I call my friend...
Someone told me I should give it a try...
Live goes on...
Right?
Or am I the only one that's stuck?
Never thought I will cry out pain...
The first time in my life...
It feels alien...
It feels like those salty drops were not my own tears...
It feels that the hotness on my cheeks were someone else' s tears...
I've not cried out pain like this....
Since that day... when you said there are ppl out there that needs you more...
I just realize...
Since when did I start to love you?
Wish you happiness... is all I can say...
-----------------
Funny... it's suppose to be 8 at night back there... what are you doing, going online this time?
Why, why this moment when I'm writing this crap out you buzzed me asking if I'm feeling okay...
I am okay... I will always be... *sigh*
Well, then... goodbye... ^-^v and have a good life... I can't take care of your emotional break downs anymore please take care of yourself.
Nguyệt,
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