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hôm qua là một ngày vui
hôm nay vui
ngày mai sẽ là một ngày vui
ngày kia (chắc) cũng sẽ vui

cố lên nào, phải niềm nở học đường thôi:D
 
hãm quá, mấy giờ rồi mà còn có test....thôi, chào cả nhà, cụ đi làm bài kiểm tra đây. khún nạn vật!
 
Reverend, reverend
Is this some conspiracy
Crucified for no sinsAn image beneath me
Lost within my plans for lifeIt all seems so unreal
I'm a man couldn't half feel this worldLeft in my misery

The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your face

Well I guessYou took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of aNew-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
All alone as the
Memories now unfold.

Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last
Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain
You left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain

The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates

The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates
Gates
Gates
 
God of the goddamned god and goddess guards the goddamned gate to the goddamned godhood.;)

Am I mad? Yeah

Broken down. Really. I have had too much trust, too much hallucination, too much illusion and too much stupidity.

It's clear. I'm happy but not satisfied. Wish it has been cruel like this before.

OK, return to my own state of long long time ago. People are still people. It always lasts a short time. Though this time it is more glorious than ever.

Thank you!

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
 
Dun take me back to that ******* things...Is that enough to all of us?
I am just trying not to torture myself...
 
Lost in a dream
Nothing is what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said
Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
The sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust


Time and again
She repeats let’s be friends
I smile and say yes
Another truth bends,
I must confess

I try to let go, but I know
We’ll never end ’til we’re dust
We lied to each other again
But I wish I could trust

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

God help me please, on my knees
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
Now there’s nothing we trust

How could this be happening to me
I’m lying when I say, ’trust me’
I can’t believe this is true
Trust hurts
Why does trust equal suffering

Absolutely nothing we trust
 
WHAT THE **** IS HAPPENING TO ME, I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M FALLING INTO THIS GODDAMNED STATE AGAIN. **** ALL OF THIS WORLD, FIND ME A WAY OUT. I'VE PROMISED, HOW COME? HOW COME I CANNOT DO IT, HOW COME IT BROUGHT ME DOWN AGAIN. I CANT STAND THIS KINDA FEELING ANYMORE, NO, IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT, NOT RIGHT AT ALL. DESPARATE, SELF-DESTRUCTIVE, HYSTERICAL, ANYTHING ELSE YOU PPL WANNA DESCRIBE ME. HUH? HUUUUUUH?
 
Ngày thứ mười một... Một ngày bình thường như mọi ngày, một ngày có vui, có buồn, có bận rộn, có nghỉ ngơi, và có những phút nhắm mắt nhìn lại quá khứ... Học cách để lãng quên, học cách để sống như một thực thể sống... Một lần nữa thành công trong việc chiến thắng cám dỗ, tự hào... Niềm tự hào đổi bằng nước mắt... Đau bụng quằn quại, chạy đi pha cốc trà mà tay run ko cầm nổi cốc... Chợt nhớ lại ngày xưa những ngày thế này lại nhõng nhẽo ăn vạ... Bây h thì chẳng còn ai để nhõng nhẽo với nữa, một mình can đảm đứng lên thôi. Cuộc đời mà, đâu đẹp như tiểu thuyết ^^. Mong tối nay ngủ ngon...
 
...đói quá...buồn ngủ quá...mệt quá...cứ mỗi lần thế này là lại lungtung lộn xộn...:|

8-|... chẳng có phép lạ nào nữa và nó vẫn cứ đau đớn như thế thôi...rồi đây vắng đi 1 con người như vậy thì sẽ ra sao nhỉ?...

[-o<
 
Stressed out ... So much stuff 2 do but reli dun feel lyk doin' anythin' . 3am n' I still haven't finished CS hw due 2morrow :((

2morrow nite is da Governor's ball party. Everybody has been talkin' bout it recent days. It makes me kinda excited. @ dat party, all wil be dressed up lyk prostitutes n' pimps :)) Sb told me when they mean "prostitute" n "pimp", their dresses reli mean it. Prepare to be shocked :| Amanda asked me do I wanna go naked there /:) Actually I reli dun feel lyk goin' there very much. Just wanna see how everybody will look lyk =)). N' also so much hw due on Fri :(( My roomie warned me not 2 go since da party s sponsored by frat house. She asked me 2 go 2 SPECE w/ her. But da girls decided they r gonna dress up in mah room. I guess that means I hav no choice :(( Dressing up 2gether would b so much fun though :> I'm gonna straighten K's hair n' she's gonna curl my hair 8-| Hope it'll work out :-s Hehe wondering wat I'm gonna wear. Jst gonna keep it simple, dun wanna wear sth too fancy 8-| Asked M wat he thinks I should wear n' he answered: "Dress lyk a prostitute :)) " Oh, that'd help b-(

Dun wanna think of stayin' up late 2 do hw after da party :((

Cal mid-term on Mon, Japanese mid-term on Tues, Econ mid-term on Wed :(( N' this weekend is party weekend :(( ... N' my birthday 8-| Hope dun hav 2 study on my bd :-s

Kept tellin' ppl dat 2day's my bd. Surprisingly, they shouted @ me:" Dun lie. Ur bd s on Sat" :| I didn't expect dat they remember my bd. :x

Tryin' to face ... 8-| ...

...
 
Đứng lên tiếp nào:

Live another day
Climb a little higher
Find another reason to stay
Ashes in your hands
Mercy in your eyes
If you’re searching for a silent sky...

You won’t find it here
Look another way
You won’t find it here
So die another day

The coldness of his words
The message in his silence
’face the candle to the wind...’
This distance in my voice
Isn’t leaving you a choice
So if you’re looking for a time to run away...


They took pictures of our dreams
Ran to hide behind the stairs
And said maybe when it’s right for you, they’ll fall
But if they don’t come down
Resist the need to pull them in
And throw them away
Better to save the mystery
Than surrender to the secret
 
not too bad.. the geog paper ^^ hope for an A :x
rmb e nite doin' Eom we email each other instead of chatting although he was showing a 'yellow face' =p n... 'my face' was 'grey' =D
tt day i was terrible down aft 2 papers suckz continuously, he knew it n sent me e song 'we are the champions' ... e one tt i sent to encourage my frenz just 1 day b4.... i was so touch...sumtime i just need nothing than tt... if he were there, i would have jumped to him =p hm.. sound not right huh? haha...
we shared our failures, shared our feelings... i now every moment tell myself tt muzt look at my high goals, e current-small failures can't stop me step firmly forwards... esp when having some one special like him by my side =)
...omg still 2 more papers to go, 1 day to freedom =p... n 1 day to see him...
since when i always looking forward to receive his msg, his call n hang out with him... Miss so much e nite he sang "Everything I do"... e sweetest moment ever *.* ... oh,i cant believe it...tt i'm falling in love...moment by moment...


Look into my eyes - you will see,
What you mean to me.
Search your heart - search your soul,
And when you find me there, you'll search no more.

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for.
You know it's true,
Everything I do - I do it for you.

Look into your heart - you will find,
There's nothin' there to hide.
Take me as I am - take my life,
I would give it all - I would sacrifice.

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for.
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more.
Ya know it's true,
Everything I do - I do it for you.

There's no love - like your love.
And no other - could give more love.
There's nowhere - unless you're there.
All the time - all the way.

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more,
Yeah, I would fight for you - I'd lie for you.
Walk the wire for you - yeah, I'd die for you.

Ya know it's true.
Everything I do. Ohhhhhhh, I do it for you.


..... dear small brave tigerking =) be strong... i'm sorry n i hope u'll be happy one day soon... forgive n forget me. It'll be e best thing aft all........let say g'bye...our past magic will be 4eva magic to me, thk u....
 
Anh nghe mùi hương trên tóc quen nồng nàn .
Anh nghe tình em nghe tình em chứa chan .
Anh nghe bàn tay trong bàn tay nhẹ nhàng , với người đời hé môi cười ....

Anh nghe niềm vui trên phố đong rộn ràng
anh nghe tình yêu bên tình yêu hát vang .
Anh nghe bờ vai bên bờ vai dịu dàng , ngỡ ngàng cùng ánh chiều sang .

Ngồi bên em cung đàn hát lên tình khúc vàng .
Bao nhiêu âu lo đời vụt tan .
Ngày mai xa nhau rồi , phút giây còn muôn lời .
Em ơi , bao nhiêu điều chưa nói ?!
Nhớ từng hàng cây, nhớ từng con phố bước theo em bâng khuâng hỡi tình say .
Nhớ về dòng sông , ấm lòng màu đông . Nụ hôn ta chơi vơi theo con sóng .... Gửi tình vào mây , gửi tình vào gió . Có xa nhau xin đừng là tàn tro .
Muốn la dòng sông , lững lờ mùa đông , ôm em trong giấc mơ tình khúc vàng

có phải là anh ko:((
 
Chỉnh sửa lần cuối:
:)|.....có chuyện gì thế ko bít....hi vọng là ko có ai thích giấu giếm chuyện gì cả....đú theo 1 con nào đấy chụp poster mới đựoc,,,,nhưng chờ mùa thu đến đã....thực ra đến rồi đấy...cảm nhận đươc sự se se lạnh rồi.....hum nay hơi bị lạnh lùng....nhưng mà hình như trời lạnh nhìn ai cũng dễ thương hơn thì phải.....
thôi , có khi đi ngủ vậy......;)) nap đã, rồi dậy xong tính sau vậy nhớ...test's coming, but I havent studied anything, and I dont feel like I want to either....oh well, just let it happen!
 
Ngày thứ mười hai... Thử thách ^^ Cái này nên được gọi là thử thách là đúng nhất, một thử thách cho những cố gắng bao ngày qua của mình ^^ Đừng nói là mình đã gắng hết sức suốt những ngày vừa rồi, với bao nhiêu nước mắt và những đêm mất ngủ... để rồi cuối cùng khi gần thành công thì lại bị một ảo ảnh đánh gục nhé ^^ Ôi, tự nhiên thấy mình sao mềm yếu và dễ động lòng đến vậy... Anyway, ngày mai sẽ lại là thử thách mới, can đảm lên nào, học cách để lớn lên đi...
 
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