then
the morning came with the stress, all the damn things came from the Internet, nothingness, I suddenly remembered this time one year ago, life 's like this, and sad but true....it 's that nothingness and that feeling of depressed woke me up, woke me up from my usual day dream, woke me up and told me that I thought I had everything in my hands, but this morning, that everything turned out to be dust, yes, just dust in the wind...and ash to ash, dust to dust, fade to black...
I'm awake now, awake and realize my long long way ahead, only me and my shadow on that way, yeah, ironic but that....only me and myself
Telling dear, sleep, sleep, but dun dream, that dream will kill you and take you to nowhere, forget it all, everything is nothing.....and nothing really matters...
And friend, nothing 's the same, you see? The real world is so ruthless, now you see? I have told you, nothing will be the same, yeah, without the trust, sure, that trust on you
and my fam with dear bros and sis, what will be will be, I cherish all the things we had and are having, but I can't say anything for future, cause you see, the real life is not hard, but damn hard.....someday, we 'll know...