Haiz, ur making ur life harder...Watching u dealing with ur own problems real breaks my heart :|..U might think its silly, yup, I admit it, its f**king ridiculous to feel hurt without any specific reason related to me

)..But heck cares whether its stupid or smart, I don't want u 2b upset like this :|...Can u see life more positively ? Never have I intended to hurt u, bcoz everytime I tried 2 hurt u, I even hurt myself much deeper

)...Haiz, I know I might be talking crap since I've no idea how ur life's been going on...Haiz, ur rite, perhaps our feelings havn't changed, but there's something is changing, something we can't control over it...I feel so damn powerless, the situation's got outta hand

)..It's been a year, the 1st 6 months we were with each other face 2 face :x, the other 6 months we kept in touch by emails and sms :x...I was so damn glad since the "outta sight outta mind" didn't happen 2 us :x...I thought our relationship would get better when I met u

), but I was wrong, not like I'm blaming u but the whole thing hasn't been the same anymore, I dont know how it could be like this

)...But juz for now, I real wanna say : I miz U

...The U of the 1st 6 months

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