errr, there are things that bother, things that are so weird, things that come along with dozens of suspicious questions that never should have poped up in mind, things that should be nothing more than just nothingness, things that can turn these stagnant days into a tremendous graph full of fluctuations...
yes, weird how people tend to be. or is it just me?!
there's just so many things I want to do with it all, but oh well, it's hard to find a dream team these days. nvm, may be it's just an excuse, an excuse for cowardice.
you must take risks, but sometimes it's just harsh out there, and all the cottons and wools have somehow weakened the mighty will. Geez. Again, it is just an excuse...
excuses...
too risky...
well. oh well.
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u never should have been like me dear

there's so many things awaiting... these stuffs just depletes you... the way it did with me... but one day you'll look back... and it's just a simple smile somehow... but right now... i want to see you strong dear... i really do

so don't let me down... things never repeat itself exactly, so every piece of advice may still turn out to be obsolete and ridiculous... but there are things that... oh well... it's just that... yes, life...