Nguyễn Phương Anh
(kn139)
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Cau hoi ay thuc ra I co the tra loi duoc. I biet U da noi voi I nhieu lan lam roi, rang I ko hieu U, ko ai hieu U, I hay gian vo co, U can free time nhieu hon etc. U cung biet la I tried ma` 
My friends said it wasnt worth holding on, that I needed to move on, to find somebody else. It hurts even more when you said exactly the same thing to me...even tonight... I didnt want to hear it, and you knew it too.
Its our anniv. today. Same w/ the last three times... you remembered the date... you just pretended that it was just like any other day... until tonight...just when I asked if you could say "happy anniversary", you pulled me closer, held me tight, and whispered "Happy 7 months baby". We weren't together for a long time, but I dont know why I can't let it go and move on with my life. I miss every single thing about you... I have this thing about living w/ memories... you know.. I just can't stand when now other girls are all around you.. trying to get your attention.. and you are always nice to them, sometimes even much nicer than just normal friends... yes, I'm jealous, and I know I can't be like that because your not mine anymore. Your just a cute little boy who is so ideal for girls to hang out with and to lean on But I love you because of that too. Remember when we first went out? I miss those star gazing nights... so quiet and cold... but it seemed like the whole wolrd was ours... we talked... I knew so much more about you from those nights. Your not just somebody who helped me w/ my hw a lot last year.. I miss that OLD person inside you...
I know I need to move on.. I do.. There's nothing to hope for anymore... I lost my second chance a long time ago, and theres no way I can change your mind again. The only thing I wish is that you'll pick somebody who is better than me, because if you picked that girl who I thought was my friend... who betrayed me and fell for you just one week after she told me how miserable she was not having this other guy... I'd be really pissed... really really...
I love you dearly, but after all, should I ask myself "Do I deserve somebody else better????"
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I'm so thankful I have access to this account right now to send this stupid piece of thoughts that I've been keeping in my head for a long long time. Thanks...
My friends said it wasnt worth holding on, that I needed to move on, to find somebody else. It hurts even more when you said exactly the same thing to me...even tonight... I didnt want to hear it, and you knew it too. Its our anniv. today. Same w/ the last three times... you remembered the date... you just pretended that it was just like any other day... until tonight...just when I asked if you could say "happy anniversary", you pulled me closer, held me tight, and whispered "Happy 7 months baby". We weren't together for a long time, but I dont know why I can't let it go and move on with my life. I miss every single thing about you... I have this thing about living w/ memories... you know.. I just can't stand when now other girls are all around you.. trying to get your attention.. and you are always nice to them, sometimes even much nicer than just normal friends... yes, I'm jealous, and I know I can't be like that because your not mine anymore. Your just a cute little boy who is so ideal for girls to hang out with and to lean on
But I love you because of that too. Remember when we first went out? I miss those star gazing nights... so quiet and cold... but it seemed like the whole wolrd was ours... we talked... I knew so much more about you from those nights. Your not just somebody who helped me w/ my hw a lot last year.. I miss that OLD person inside you... I know I need to move on.. I do.. There's nothing to hope for anymore... I lost my second chance a long time ago, and theres no way I can change your mind again. The only thing I wish is that you'll pick somebody who is better than me, because if you picked that girl who I thought was my friend... who betrayed me and fell for you just one week after she told me how miserable she was not having this other guy... I'd be really pissed... really really...
I love you dearly, but after all, should I ask myself "Do I deserve somebody else better????"
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I'm so thankful I have access to this account right now to send this stupid piece of thoughts that I've been keeping in my head for a long long time. Thanks...
